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i've missed ye!!! [10 Apr 2010|04:56am]
holy shit its been two years since i have updated live journal!
and i made a face book!!!
add me so we can catch up...

or search for STAR ROSE !!!!

meow =^._.^=
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added some video games to my ebay!! [31 Jul 2008|11:38am]
[ mood | busy ]


please pass the link along if you know anyone interested!



simpsons season 1- BRAND NEW and SEALED !! 25.00 includes shipping/packaging/delivery conf.!
simpsons season 2- BRAND NEW AND SEALED !! 25.00 includes shipping/packaging/delivery conf.!
hot shots tennis- ps2- BRAND NEW AND SEALED !! 15.00 includes shipping/packaging/delivery conf.!
kingdom hearts- ps2- opened, never played!! 15.00 includes shipping/packaging/delivery conf.!

also, i still have these items available...


final fantasy 1 [played for a hour at the most] $15 [on hold]
dragon ball z- shin budokai another road [opened, never played]$15
harry potter and the order of the phoenix [opened, never played]$15

and for playstation 2 - BULLY [played for 30 minutes at the most] $15

really fun games, i just don't have much time for video games anymore.
all games are in near perfect condition because im a compulsive maniac and take super care of my stuff. let me know if you are interested in any of the items listed here and we can work out payment all prices include shipping with delivery confirmation.
I will NOT ship these games overseas.
if you are in canada, just add 5.00 to the price listed above.



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selling some video games !! [30 Jul 2008|02:15am]
[ mood | working ]

i have a bunch listed here:


please check it out and pass it on !!

also selling some games for the psp that im not going to list on ebay {because ive spent too much on fees today} which include:

final fantasy 1 [played for a hour at the most] $15
dragon ball z- shin budokai another road [opened, never played]$15
harry potter and the order of the phoenix [opened, never played]$15

and for playstation 2 - BULLY [played for 30 minutes at the most] $15

really fun games, i just don't have much time for video games anymore.
all games are in near perfect condition because im a compulsive maniac and take super care of my stuff. let me know if you are interested in any of the items listed here and we can work out payment all prices include shipping with delivery confirmation.
I will NOT ship these games overseas.


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[23 Jun 2006|10:48pm]
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lots of new cute stuff ending on sunday!
if you dont have an ebay account, email me at: sassy.pants@earthlink.net
to work something out!

ebay id: tinyxriot
or http://search.ebay.com/_W0QQfgtpZ1QQfrppZ25QQsassZtinyxriot

thank ye!
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[nintendork] [29 May 2006|06:29pm]
[ mood | nerdy ]

anyone that knows me, knows how im an insane collector of all things nintendo- and yesterday was like the best day ever in collecting.. i dont know if anyone remembers when nintendo came out with the version of the sp that looked like the old school nintendo.. but when it came out i was broke and i couldnt afford it and i couldnt find one since, not even on EBAY! <3! and i really was devastated. hehehe. but yesterday!! ahhhhhhhhhhh, i begged justin go to the flea market with me because we hadnt been in forever and there is this guy there that sells all this rare shit and he is so super nice.. and justin says omg,star! look! and i think my heart stopped... i couldnt believe there in front of my eyes was the sp of my dreams for sixty poopy dollars =( which is wayyyy too much considering you can get a brand new one for 80- but the thing is rare as can be and the guy that had it was also a collector and he almost never used it and its basically brand fucking new looking not a damn scratch or anything- and i just had to have it- so ofcourse i had my sp with me, so i asked him if he would buy it from me- and he said yes for 20.. and i know i can get 30 for it at eb but whatever because i didnt buy the sp i had to begin with sooooo- i did it and now im the owner of the most beautiful and important part of my collection and it was- only 40 dollars!!Collapse )which is an ok deal i guess. also, my so awesome best friend ever, wes- bought me these incredible toys a couple of months ago- that are really great for jumping on and kicking across the room !!!!!!!!Collapse )and finally there is this place around here that you can play all systems and also get guitar and bass lessons and they have bands play there as well.. its really a neat crazy place, but this is there awesome nintendoorCollapse ) =) we also got a great condition DS for just 60 dollars- and i got the new super mario bros game and JEEBUS that is the best game i have played in foreverssssssssss... its so cute and yet still challenging- i love the creators they make the cutest ways to try and fuck you up and make you die. it just makes me happy- i cant wait until the new ds lite comes out here- i crave it. i CRAVE IT!!! im so nintendo happy right now- i dont know how anything nintendo can get passed on for xbox and playstation!!!! the wii is going to be awesome! just plain awesome- i crave that as well. the games for that just look so so so rad-

anyway, in other news: our baby crow, Lux died =( and my car betrayed me as seen here in these crappy pics taken with my cell phone while i waited-
poopy carCollapse ) i really dont know what happened- it just decided not to like me anymore- and i hate hate hate the vw dealerships around here- i sat in the waiting room for 8.5 hrs playing my sp and watching martha inc. on the tv. it was a horrid wait!!the only good thing is that i got over 1000 dollars worth of random shit[and i mean random shit like my glove compartment door broke and my arm rest lid broke and my temp gauge and blah blah] done for only 200!! yay for extended warranties. and its ok now, but the dealership made me hate vws so much now- i want to get rid of my car- and ive always loved vws.. so, i dont know if i can actually bring myself to get rid of it and get something that is not a vw, but- i really want a mini cooper.

im really excited about the warped tour coming up- i hate the sun, but i love me some against me! and then a couple of days after that we are going to see dave chappelle which should be fun, but i wish dane cook would come here because hes just funnier- you know the new afi is really really awesome- its just different, but beautiful- i loves it- go download it, but also buy it. its some delicious stuff.. ok im over this updating shit, so i leave you with an awesome video that will make you smile if you love classic mario bros and remember the first lvl-

ps.oopsie if the pics are too big!!
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!! ebay yum yums !! [02 Apr 2006|01:55am]
[ mood | tired ]

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ebay id= tinyxriot

check back tomorrow because i will be listing more, but right now if i spend one more second on ebay, i will just die!

!!sorry if this is a big giant evil picture on your friends list!!

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cough.. cough... [04 Oct 2005|08:12pm]
here are my latest ebay auctions.
soo much stuff, i absolutely hate listing shit.
please make it worth it, if you cant, tell your friends!




click [store home] under categories there are 31 listings!!!

if link doesnt work search tinyxriot in the community !!!

thanks and bies-


oh ya, watch against me! on fuse tonite 10 pm eastern time.
it is absolutely the weirdest thing [but good for them] seeing them on tv, but watch it anyway.
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.i.still.exist. [14 Jul 2005|09:04pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]




here are my latest ebay listings, i hope you guys can find something that you like!
if link doesnt work search tinyxriot in community. tell all your friends.
thanks and bies !!

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.teen.agers.sme.ll.lik.e.shi.t. [21 Aug 2003|01:13am]
[ mood | sassy ]

im all danced out,
it was fucking insane.
my voice is gone-
so i decided to type in here for once.

i want to give a detailed update, but im too tired.
all i can say is that i will travel any fucking
distance to see afi again. and also that i wish i was in
atl still because those kids can dance...
florida is still the suck of life.
but tonite still owned regardless..
the only thing that would have made it better
was if they had played {no poetic device}.

other than that...
..i dont think this band can do wrong.
oh, and no one rocks a guitar or PINK like jade.

yes, you- missed out.


[deb! i looked for you? i know you had to have come??!!???
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[.through.our.bleeding.we.are.one.] [24 May 2003|07:01am]
[ mood | pooped ]

i love atlanta. ive always been a sucker for big cities.
not like orlando. i mean a real city.

our visit was short, but well worth it.
words cant even express how amazing the show was.
the venue was huge, but disgusting... i liked the castle feel.
im just suprised the floor didnt collapse..
most precious blood and the explosion were awesome,
people were going nuts
i got my face kicked so many fucking times..
curses being short..
but it was so much fun dancing..
i didnt think it could get any crazier and then afi came out
and jeebus me
people were passing out.. and no one could move..
i was fine the first two hours.. but then i had to get out of there,
so i moved to the back..people were really nice making sure i was ok
i had more room to dance and shit, so i was fine..
afi owned! it was so intense.. i think this was my biggest wow..
i adore them so much.. they are lyrically amazing and so extremely talented..
it was so surreal...
i love how they sound live, exactly like they do on every single cd..
i loved how at the very last song [god called in sick today],
when davey walked on the crowd how everyone respected him and didnt grab at him or try to sing into his microphone, everyone just stared and sung along- never missing a word.
i love meeting people who love music as much as me and dont become consumed with the fashion or the drama.. and are respectful.

atlanta is nice. ive been there many times before, but this tops any other visit and any other show.
and after this amazing set and everything is done, we go downstairs and some local djs were spinning jungle.. it was a good nite.. i see my favorite band and then i hear one of my favorite kinds of music..
and too top it all off.. im doing all this with my favorite person, Wes.

hopefully all our pics came out.

beat, bruised, and now back in florida..
~exes and ohs ~
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.star as a cartoon by wes. [01 Nov 2002|11:57pm]
[ mood | silly ]

-i think its a good interpretation-

xXx star xXx
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[24 Aug 2002|06:08pm]

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Star the tiny riot girl. Trivial things do not sway her. She has the power to destroy all with a few words. She may be tiny and dressed in pink, but do not let that fool you, she is as hardcore as they come. She is also mysterious and it takes a true friend to break the shell that keeps Star safe and gain her trust.
Strengths: include the ability to say no, standing up for herself, being the leader in a crowd, being witty, open-minded, opinionated, a voice of reason, and being a realist.
Weaknesses: being antisocial, pessimistic, easily irritated, procrastination, bitchiness, and the inability to play or work well with others.
Special Skills: being straight edge and proud, not caring what anyone has to say about her, sticking up for friends, being tiny and tough, playing the drums, having a good ear for unique styles of music, being hardcore, outspoken, and individualistic.
Weapons: drumsticks, intellect, quick comebacks, being intimidating, being argumentative, being evil, 5in. boots, WES [the sidekick], soberiety, pink curly fro, and the power to outsmart you.
dislikes: fake people, people who are not true to themselves, someone who changes everything about themselves to fit in with the crowd, someone who uses alcohal or drugs as a excuse, people who are weak, clones[groups of people who all dress, look, and act the same, people who follow the crowd, people who cant accept someone who is different, copycats, overly militant people, and most of society.

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[01 Aug 2002|02:47pm]
most of my entries are friends only

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[08 Jul 2002|07:16pm]
[ mood | optimistic ]

if i just killed my idols
i wouldnt worry about my underacheivements

xXx star xXx
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[07 Jul 2002|08:54am]
[ mood | sick ]

im fucking sick. the nyquil wore off at 6:30 this morning.
im very awake. i cant sleep. im bored. i hate having a cold.
its hard to blow your nose when there is a obstruction.
no one is online. even my turtle is asleep.
my throat hurts. my eyes are itchy. im miserable.
im going to try and get back to sleep now.
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.its fucking 7am. im bored. so fuck off. [07 Jul 2002|07:05am]
-- Music/TV/Film/Books --
1. Favorite band/noise ? [.lOts. afi.bikini kill.bratmobile.no doubt. operation ivy. the distillers.anti flag. glassjaw.anti nowhere league.the locust.american nightmare.
blah~ too many come to mind]
2. Most listened to bands: [i listen to afi atleast once a day >=)]
3. Do you find any musicians good-looking?:[ ya]
4. Can you play an instrument?: [i can play the drums]
5. Type of music most listened to?:[.hardcore.riotgirl.jungle.screamo.
6. Type never listened to?: [i think i have heard everything atleast once]

Do you write in cursive or print?: [ its a mixture of both] [curprint]
Are you a lefty or a righty?:[right]
What is your sexual preference?: [WES]
What piercings do you have?: [8 standard ear piercings. 00 gauges.
Do you drive?: [currently my license is suspended] woo!
Do you have glasses or braces?: !!!! [braces] !!!!

1. What do you most like about your body?: [hair]
2. And least?: [nothing]
3. How many fillings do you have?: [two?]
4. Do you think you're good looking?: [im average]
5. Do other people often tell you that you're good-looking?:[ ya]
6. Do you look like any celebrities?: [ im glad that i dont]

-- General Questions --
1. Whom do you believe is the smartest man alive at the moment?: [i know a lot of people with different degrees of smarts.]
2. What do you prefer, a sunny or rainy day?: [rainy]
3. Do you consider yourself lucky?: [sometimes]
4. Do you feel pity for people who commit suicide?: [i wonder what could have been so bad]
5. Choose one word to describe how you feel most often: [evil]

1. Do you own any plaid clothing?: [yes]
2. Do you own Converse shoes?: [yes]
3. Do you own Saucony shoes?: [no.. not interested in saucony shoes]
4. Do you own old school Nikes?: [yes]
5. Do you wear tight pants? [not all the time]
6. Is there more than one zipper in your pants?: [some]
7. Do you know what a squatter flap is?: [ya]
8. Do you own a messenger bag?: [doesnt everyone~?]
9. Do you wear your messenger bag across your chest?: [when i wear it, yes i do~]
10. Do you own braces?: [yep]
11. Are braces worn anywhere besides the mouth?:[yep,i have some pink braces in my mouth and some for my clothes.]
12. Do you have short, shaggy hair?: [no, thank god! i have curly blonde and pink hair.]
13. Does your hairstyle exceed a height of 3 inches?: [yep]
14. Would you classify your hair as a deadly weapon?: [no, suprisingly its really soft]
15. Do you think mohawks are "neat"?: [yes]
16. Is your hair black or red?: [nope, i dont like looking like everyone else]
17. Do you have a favorite brand of hair dye?:. [special effects works great]
18. Do you own a bandana?: [every color]
19. Do you wear plugs in your ears?: [ya, 00]
20. Are you amused by safety pins?: [sure]
21. Have you ever used duct tape as a sewing substitute?: [yep, when i didnt feel like sewing]
22. Do you own one or more objects with studs or spikes in them?: [yep]
23. Do you own one or more articles of clothing from Dogpile, Lip Service, or Tiger of London? [yea]
24. Do you enjoy leopard print?: [i fucking hate leopard print ::pukes::]

25. Are you disgruntled (having a general hate for everything)?: [most of the time]
26. Are you an anarchist?: [jeebus]
27. Does the American flag anger you? [sometimes ]
28. Are you "working class"?: [not at the moment..... >=(]
29. Do you dislike "preps"?: [i dont like any superficial person, prep or not.]
30. Do you dislike Hot Topic?: [no, it has good hair dye and undewear]
31. Do you smoke cigarettes?: [NO! this is a disgusting and smelly habit]
32. Do you smoke cloves?: [NO!]
34. Are you vegan/vegetarian?: [NO!]
35. Do you think meat is murder?: [>=/]
36. Do your nighttime activites usually involve drunken underage vomiting?: [no, im not that cool]
37. Have you ever slept in an alley or park?: [in a park]
38. Do you wash your hair less than once a week?: [nope]
39. Have you ever gone a week without a shower?: [ no comment ..ha, ha]
40. Have you ever been avoided due to your odor?: [no]
43. Should Mumia Abu-jamal be freed from prison?: [YES!]
44. Are you a member of the Makeout Club?: [no, moc is for trendy lamers >=)]
45. Do you say "rad"?: [ya]
46. Do you say "rockin'"?: [no]
47. Do you say punk "rawk"?: [i have]
48. Do you shout the word "oi"?: [ oi to the punks, oi to the skins, oi to the world and everybody wins]
49. Do you say "punk's not dead"?: [ no]
50. Do you say "punk is dead"?: [no]

51. Do you like bands with "."? [ sure]
52. Do you like bands with "theory" in their name?: [suck it]
53. Do you like bands with "the"?: [yep]
54. Do you ever precede your own name with "the" at the beginning?: [no]
55. Do you like bands with the F word in their name or album title?: [i just love the word fuck, period.]
56. Do you think "Christian punk" is an oxymoron?: [no]
57. Are Blink 182 fans "posers"?: [no, everyone can like what they want ]
58. Do you have frequent debates over what exactly constitutes a sellout?: [ i dont fucking argue over stupid shit]
59. Have you ever brought the headlining band food?: [no, im not a groupie]
60. Do you have show flyers affixed to your walls?: [once upon a time]

-- Religion --
1. Do you detest religion?: [no] i think that people who try to put their beliefs on others should go suck one.]
2. How do you think this universe was formed?: [by.magic.] >=)
3. If you currently follow a religion, do you think people who belong to another religion are ignorant?: [no] but i dont follow a religion, i like to think for myself]
4. If you were in a hostage situation, and you were given a choice, to either praise the demon they follow or die, what would you choose?: [die]

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.sometimes i wish i could kamayhamaya people. [06 Jul 2002|05:17pm]
[ mood | bitchy ]

usually, when im angry or sad... i will write poems in my offline diary or some shit, but lately i have just been wanting to fucking beat someones ass. i hate when i get these violent streaks b/c once upon a time this girl Ling i used to be friends with stopped hanging out with me because i would bruise her too much. i didnt really care. she was bitchy. >=)

but im really bitchy now too... maybe my period is coming. hmmmmm, i would like to buy a punching bag~ that way i can be angry and still keep friends.

Wes says i should take anger management classes. so, i fucking punched him.

xXx star xXx

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!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! [29 Jun 2002|07:04pm]
[ mood | satisfied ]

!! my curiousity has been rewarded !!

vanilla coke, i adore you. you are everything i ever wanted in a soda.
your almost like cream soda, but not as sweet.
your better than coke because your not as strong.
i just drank a whole 2 liter bottle of you and i feel invincible.
vanilla coke, you are my new hero. i love you.

too everything else: you are all liars. die.
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{.i.fall.in.love.over.and.over.again. it. happens.everytime.we.kiss} [26 Jun 2002|05:41pm]
[ mood | relaxed ]

oh dear journal, how i have neglected you. >=(
i really should update more b/c when i finally do sit down and write in this online diary... all i can seem to remember is the silly stuff.... oh well.

........ the other day my roomate {whom i very much do not like] comes home with one of my favorite movies [a clockwork orange} and hands it to me. weird. i think he was trying to be nice. then he preceeds to hand me three movies titled FACES OF DEATH. these rare selections exite my dear Wes and we go off to bed to watch them. i am quite unamused at these movies about stupid people doing stupid things and am about to go to sleep when i see a guy carrying a screaming monkey...... i sit up and watch as they beat this monkey over the head repeatedly, kill him and cut out and eat his brains... oh my jeebus, what a GOD AWFUL thing to do! how can a person be so cruel?.. then i thought about how everytime i eat some meat... how a animal had to die for that. it made me sad. i need to find the strength to say no to eating meat.

i hate after i watch movies, i seem to evaluate everything in my life and strive for change... it is rather annoying. i watched glitter with mariah carey and cried like a damn baby... how pathetic! i could not help it though b/c i related to her on the whole missing a parent thing. sometimes i think, later in life im going to be one fucked up kid. heh. >=/

...........so, the other day im standing outside of electronic boutique and this strange lady says to me are you ok, dear? i tell her yes, im just waiting for my boy. she then tells me why do you damage yourself with that hole in your face, those big earrings, pink hair, and blah blah blah.... your so pretty, why do you need all that stuff? and im thinking oh jeebus, i dont want to have to punch this old lady. i tell her that i am not damaging myself and i am completely normal. i also say that i am pretty without all these additions, but i am also pretty with them. she says what does your parents think and i tell her that my dad has always let me be the person that i want to be.. he knows that a piercing or a tattoo is not going to change who i am. no matter what, i will always be me. and ofcourse it could be worse.. i could be a axe murderer doing drugs and killing ladies like you, who thinks their opinions matter to me >=) so this lady goes on and on and on and on...... and im like listen lady its self expression, its art... its beautiful to me.. if you dont like it, thats fine.. not everyone is going to accept it. then out comes wes he says how annoyed i am getting and him and this lady get into it. he is telling her that she is just trying to put me in a box and how she can not accept me b/c im different and how i am a beautiful person inside and out and how beauty is in the eye of the beholder..and all this other nonsense. i seriously was like this is ridiculous~ who the hell cares and im like ok, we have to go now... and she is like tell your dad that your going to change... tell your dad about me.. and im like ok, im going to tell my dad about how you harassed me, but im not going to change for anyone, but myself. have a nice day.
i hate people like her. i really dont care what people think about me and its annoying to be harrased by random people. that always happens to me though.. its always some old person who says your so pretty why do you do that to yourself.
why do people like that exist?

but then i thought some more and have come up with this:

people pierce their bodies to be different right? its a form of self expression, right? but how can it be so different... if all these other people in the world have it done too. when you have a lot of piercings in your face it becomes what people notice first upon meeting you... its all artificial shit that takes away from your natural beauty somewhat... i mean i had a pretty face before with unique features. i looked different then. i was unique without piercings and stuff. god made me too look like no one else on this earth.

so maybe now i am just like everyone else?

heh, >=/ i hate when i think too much...but then i decided that i dont have much done, so im really just giving a little twist on my looks and i still look natural. and i havent really taking much away from my already unique self. jeebus, im weird.i really put to much thought into dumb shit.

wes and i have to start looking for apartments again. this really sucks. i hate moving. and i hate looking for apts. its like trying to find a job, which we all know means no hope for me. i found some nice places i want to look into, but i need to have a washer and dryer in my apt. [thats the main reason why i like this apt] im very glad to move though, that means no more jSon[my roomate] and then no more headaches.
my main problem is he doesnt help clean up around here. its always wes and i. json is such a slob... he angers me...i think he is just a spoiled brat with no hometraining.

bree is going to sell me these really rad star pants that she owns... she wants 30 + shipping, but i think it should be 20 + shipping,
since my bday is coming up and all..hehehe
i wish i could have gotten to know her better when she was here..
i also wish i could have gotten to know Gordie[punkr0cksellout] better.. b/c he seemed really smart and hella interesting.. when we talked on the phone and now i learn more about him through lj.. he seems like good people

the other day Wes bought me a charm, its so cute..it looks like a pinkish/purplish gumdrop
and it has stars and moons on it.. and inside is a little bell that chimes.. its so adorable! i put it on the necklace with my diamond star charm that my dad gave me when i was 15.. that way i have both of them close to my heart, all the time. =)

............. in other news-
Screamo, my turtle... is getting big big big...... hes so cute.. his shell is growing with out him and its starting to flare out..makes him even cuter... i dont want to think of people eating turtle soup... so im going to try my best to stop eating meat. im not sure if its going to work... i can only try

last nite, i successfully fell asleep without anxiety... i didnt have a worry in my head and i fell asleep with a smile on my face... i think that it was a sign of hope and that things are going to start looking up again [my rut of self doubt and anxiety]...i rolled over in bed and Wes put his arm around me, he felt warm..then he kissed the back of my neck and said i love you. i told him i love you too........

xXx star xXx

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if you think you know me take this [24 Jun 2002|03:42pm]
[ mood | mellow ]

Take my Quiz on QuizYourFriends.com!

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relationship quiz stolen from ash [12 Jun 2002|11:13am]
[ mood | bored ]

name: *StAr*~
*sign: *cancer
*sexual orientation: *straight
*in a relationship now (how long): *1 yr and 2 and a half months today
*how long since last serious relationship: *last relationship= 2yrs ago/ serious:3yrs ago
*# of relationships longer than 3 months: *all, except one
*# of relationships shorter than a month: *nOne
*longest relationship how many months: *2 yrs
*ever lived with a boyfriend (how many): *2
*ever done the long distance thing: *yes, twice- it sucked
*do you have faith in long distance relationships: *fuck no
*do you date: *ive only been on dates with boyfriends, obviously i dont date around anymore..im in a stable relationship
*on dates do you pay or get paid for: *depends on what we are doing
*describe your typical date: *chaos.fun.food.music.silly spontaneous shit
*ever been on a blind date: *no, not date, but met and hung out with people that i havent seen before
*ever dated more than one person at a time:* >=/
*do you call or get called: *i fucking hate phones...dont call me!
*do you have one night stands: *no
*ever have "friends with benefits": *no
*ever cheated: *yep..i was being spiteful and stupid...never again~
*** there are people i think are cute, but im not going to cheat***
*ever had your heart broken: *yes .=(
*ever been dumped: *ive had mutual breakups
*do you put out the first nite: *i have once...i was a stupid druggie then >=/ if i could do it again..i wouldnt have slept with him
*do you kiss on the first date: *depends..
*what kind of person gets your number: *a person can get my number if i think they are worth talking too
*what attracts you to a person: *Style.. and personality~ confidence. goofiness~
*physical traits you turn your head for: *cute/different hair, funky/unique style.. nice eyes, sweet smile, when they look all rugged and rough like they dont care and are just fun and free~ someone who looks confident with how they are
*been in love(how many times): *twice...
*say I love you even thou you didn't mean it: *heh, heh~ once..well i thought i was in love, but i was just silly...
*what does love mean to you: *feeling special when that person is around, feeling silly, having stuff in common, being able to say and do anything around that person, someone who understands and listens and knows how to communicate, only thinking about and being with that person
*do you say i love you first: *if i feel it i say it...i know it sounds fucking corny but i knew i was going to fall in love with wes when we first kissed..i fucking felt myself melting~ when i was sure that i loved him i told him~
*have any bitter ex's: **if they are bitter towards me...i dont give a fuck >=)
*bitter towards any ex's: *yes! the boy i used to live with in jacksonville~
*oldest person you've dated: *23
*youngest person you've dated: *16 when i was 17..he was such a cute lil punker..he adored me.. i adored him~ but, it didnt work out, b/c he had a curfew~ ha!
*average age you get involved with: *21
*have relationships changed you: *sure.
*have your relationships been worthwhile: *some yes! some i wish i never wasted my time with
*where do you normally meet people for dating or relationships: *parties.shows.clubs. ..
*what defines a boyfriend: *when we spend a lot of time together and are all mushy, cute, and gay~ only date each other...and get along well
*ever been engaged: *yep
*would you ever get married: *yep, hopefully with wes~ if we are still together in about 5 more yrs...
*key to a successful relationship:*communication, loyalty, honesty, monogomy~
*best attribute you bring to a relationship: *being crazy, fun, smart, spontaneous, making sure the person im with knows i care about them
*worst attribute you bring to a relationship: *being a bratty and somewhat too aggressive bitch
*importance of relationships in your life: *i am so happy with Wes..he is always there for me..and we get along so well!. i dont think id be able to be with anyone else right now..we have been through so much..we live together..we communicate well...we understand each other... we write/make music together.... he is himself and he lets me be me... Wes is very important in my life...friends are important...but at this point i have found that some of them are just no good for me~ i'm growing up and making new friends now..... but Wes, he stays. >=)

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never have i felt so dead. once i felt warm. now im fucking freezing. >=/ [10 Jun 2002|12:45pm]
[ mood | pOoped ]

every nite i walk the streets, awake while everyone sleeps

i often cannot sleep, but this is ridiculous...for the past couple of days..i have been sleep deprived...+ i have this headache that just wont go away...
i hate when i get these waves of insomnia over me...and it seriously sucks when i have these anxiety attacks.
::sigh:: my poor Wes.. i keep him up all nite and he has to be at work at 9 the next morning... i really hate to be selfish, but i really cant stand to be alone with such stressful thoughts... i wish i knew what to do..god im so overly worrysome~ you'd think i'd just be able to crash from lack of sleep, but my body works against me... >=/
thank god, Lisa is gonna be here this wknd to help take my mind of shit...i need to just forget about life for a second...holy hell..i cant believe its been over a yr since ive seen my be fri.. fucking weird.


xXx star xXx
my whole life is one big darkroom

~fucking shitty, i just want to feel like myself again~
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$150.00 for these cute little fuckers...[leopard tortoise]... >=) [09 Jun 2002|07:38pm]
[ mood | .turtle.crazy. ]

~this is what i want for my birthday~hehehe >=)
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answer questions using lyrics from only one band. [08 Jun 2002|08:07pm]
[ mood | weird ]

star used the band: AFI
some of the answers are really long and thats b/c i was very indecisive about what songs to use..and keep in mind i used like 6 of afi's albums...sorry >=)

1. Are you male or female?:
an angel with two broken wings
2. Describe yourself?:
I'm always short on cash and my mind is in the trash.
I'm going insane, all I do is complain
I am the misplaced
I sleep until there is no light. I'm wide awake all through the night.
I spook out everyone I meet. I've got pink toenails on my feet, I'm such a fucking master.
I'll remain intact, I won't be broken
my mind fights with the sparkles in the corner of my eyes
StAr & AFI: read moreCollapse )

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pikachu says: "im stuffed from eating all the pokemon" [08 Jun 2002|03:16pm]
[ mood | amused ]



last night i bought a table for 6 dollars..came home~ painted it baby blue...sponge painted pink and white stars on it, stuck glitter to the stars and put rainbow trim around the edges of the table...
and so completes my table for my new turtle, Screamo...i hurridly decorated the table so it is not my best work, but my turtle is happy with it... and thats all that matters...
yesterday, i also bought glitter crayons...i was drawing pictures and coloring in my coloring book last night and have yet to see any glitter come out of those damn things....
i think i got played by mr.crayola... !!!!!!!!!!! >=/

today is june 8th in 34 days i will be 20... that gives plenty of time for people to send me stuff... money for tats, music, animes, posters, or absolutely nothing.. a simple happy birthday will make me happy...so, mark your calendars >=) j/k~

i just saw poo poo come out of screamos little booty....
and thats my cue:
im going to go swimming now...

123.. abc... fUck oFf~

oops, i did it again

which member of the babysitter's club are you? find
out here

awwwwww, i miss the baby sitters club~

Xxx STAR xxX

p.S. alexXx, i hope your feeling better!


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